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Okay, I owe you all an explanation I guess of where I've been and what I've been doing. My life's became one big shamble, first of all a fight with ex-girlfriend, caused a lot more commotion than it should have. Firstly she stopped eating and looking after herself, pulling out of school and so fourth and she was online just as much as myself so I wanted to avoid her to stop any more hassles.

Then my pc had crashed, I had some virus that preventing the desktop from loading. When I reinstalled xp I found a few viruses seem to appear before me, one that went by the name of IEXPLORE.exe. I noticed that something wasn't right because I never IE running anyway I researched it thanks to the 1337 h4x0r tool aka google and found out some information about it and after a few minutes managed too remove it. It's a lot more complicated to remove than most viruses because when I ended it as a task it seemed to reappear not giving me enough time to delete it.

Being the only eldest child in my family I had to go out and get a job not for myself but too support my family, with my dad gone my mother alone and having a disability she doesn't earn enough money on the disability pension too support our family so lucky ol' unfortunate me ended up going out and getting a job.

Also I've been studying hard at school seeing how it's my final and most important year. The year which really counts, the year that determines your future. Anyway I've been counting down the days till I finish which is less than 20. But before that I have two weeks of holidays.

The question "Am I coming back to stay?" well that really depends upon whether I'm welcome to stay or not.


Anyway seeing how it's the holidays I have some time to spare so no matter what I'll be trying to get in contact with you all just to send my best wishes so don't think I'm going to let you get away with not chatting with my too easily.

RuffRyders.

[quote name=\'RuffRyders\' date=\'Sep 10 2004, 06:03 PM\']The question "Am I coming back to stay?" well that really depends upon whether I'm welcome to stay or not.
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[b][i][color="gray"][font="tahoma"]I can't see any reason why you wouldn't be welcome to stay. You have been missed by not only myself but other staff, forum and room members, and i for one hope you can be in here more often just for your company alone.

I hope everything sorts itself out with the g/f and the family, and im sorry to hear that things aren't exactly going the way they should be, but just remember if you stick at it, work hard to get to where you want to be, and thats exactly where you will end up. <img src=\'http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... /smile.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':)\' /> [/b][/i][/color][/font]

Thats a silly question, course you are, its just that we hadnt seen or heard from you in so long, and had no reason to put to that, its not your fault if you couldnt though, like what mobes said, i hope everything works out for you and that advice is here if you ever need it <img src=\'http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... iggrin.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':D\' />

It\'s good to see you back, Ruff. Sorry to hear things haven\'t been going well for you. I had asked around to see if anyone had seen you, and was told that you were over at irc2k now...which is fine, just wish you\'d been able to let us know where you were, because it appeared that you had moved on. Nothing had been done on your site since your last update, and RMIQ wasn\'t being worked on, so no one really knew where you were. You\'re welcome to stay, it\'s just that with projects assigned to you, if you\'re not going to be able to complete them, let us know so that they can be given to someone else to do.

This is going to be very important in the next while, as everything is going to be under scrutiny during the grant process for the Cafe.

Good to see you back ruff and of course your welcome here. As ada said we\'re going to be having a lot of work to do in the coming months and we\'re going to need help from everyone we can get. <img src=\'http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... /smile.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':)\' />

OH NO He\'s back <img src=\'http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... ocking.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\'(ack)\' />

Lol Ares <img src=\'http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... >/blum.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':P\' />

Thanks for the nice words and so fourth. RMIQ is being worked on, once again I had to start from scratch seeing as I unfortunately lost my previous layout. I think to start off with I'm going to build a very basic layout and just get everything up and working and then work from there.. building something more advanced as I get back into the drift of things.

Welcome back Ruffeh (F)(F)(F)(F)

I don\'t really know what to say except you\'re always welcome here and that I hope things get sorted out soon.. <img src=\'http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... #>/cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' />