Bad News..

[Josh]

It has come to my attention that I won\'t be coming here as often...

I just talked to my mom about 5 min ago asking for something (Webcam cause I feel sorta left out when everyone else has one) and I told her about how Micheal showed me his webcam and I saw his messy room (Wow I feel bad for Ada to see a room like that O_O) and well that brought her to the sentence of...

[quote name=\'My Mother\']Dove says:
besides I know you like Ada, but, it kinda creeps
me out she is so \"close\" to you and stuff[/quote]

(Adaera I do not want you talking about this to my mom if you ever talk to her again, that goes for all of you)

She really hurt me with this.. and I told her how we aren\'t, as she said, \"Close\".. Me and Adaera don\'t really talk much anymore :S Sure there\'s a \'Night Ada\' and a \'Hi Ada!\' in the chatroom.. but thats about it o.0

And then it brought her to THIS sentence...

[quote name=\'My Mother\']Dove says:
and I dont want her religious beliefs starting to
fall on you[/quote]

I\'m sorry if this hurts you Ada..

She doesn\'t want me to basically be any apart of Adaera and her familiy.. (This is actually bringing tears to my eyes.. yes call me a sissy all you want)

Little does she know how much GraphixGround helps me a lot.. and she\'s also made it clear to me that she doesn\'t really want me around here..


The days when Ada was the coolest person for me to be around was when she was a spiritualist.. (I miss those days) but then she read some scripture out of the bible and now shes a strong Christian... I don\'t exactly see whats so christian about forcing me to stay away from \'Pagans\' and \'Spiritualists\' and other religions like that.... I aint a strong christian and I KNOW That is not christian like at all.. but there is nothing I can do to stop this

I am going to stay on this thread for maybe another hour if I can keep sneaking on when I hear my parents stop moving around in the hall and downstairs.. They told me to go to bed, but I can\'t help but to make this thread

I love you all and I will miss you a lot.. and yes I will try to come back occasionally (Spelling?)

your friend.. -Josh

[Tami]

[color=\"green\"] /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' /> I don\'t know what to say Josh, other than I hope you will come around as much as you can. I know that Michael will miss you alot as well, you helped him through a lot. It\'s a shame that she is putting Michael in with me regarding religious beliefs, as he is not a pagan. He\'s a heathenchild, that\'s different /bigwink.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\';)\' />

We\'ll always be here for you hun, you\'re part of our motley crew and there is no escape muahahahahaha.

There is more that I want to say, but I don\'t think it\'s necessary. Suffice to say that you are a positive addition to GraphixGround, and I hope that your Mom will come to understand the comraderie that is shared here.

Take care of yourself Josh, and we\'ll talk when you can. [/color]

[Endo]

its a pity your mom sees it like that, Josh`, hope you get it sorted and come back as much as poss =)

[us3rX]

lmao josh see ada you corrupt all the people not me and the toga crew. /biggrin.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':D\' />

us3rX /ph34r.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':ph34r:\' />

[RuffRyders]

/cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' />

I'm shot for words it's of such a surprise.

All I can say is I wish you the very best and it'd be much appreciated if you could keep in contact with us, let us know how your doing and so forth. Your presence will be deeply missed mate /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' />.

Farewell for now.

[Scott]

[color=\"blue\"] /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' /> Its a shame to see you having to leave us josh, I hope that it won\'t be for too long and I\'m sure you\'ll be back with us soon.

Take care [/color]

[Baralai]

How Many More Pll Are We Gonna Loose...... /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' /> /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' /> /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' />

i just dont Understand Why this is happning josh.... ada is on the internet...... and your mum is at home...?? how did this start in the first place??

And I dident even know ada had n e "religious beliefs" /blink.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':blink:\' />

ohh well its a shame it had to come to this, abit silly but oh well i hope to c u soon

Baralai

[Josh]

[quote name=\'Baralai\' date=\'May 3 2004, 08:29 AM\']How Many More Pll Are We Gonna Loose......

i just dont Understand Why this is happning josh.... ada is on the internet...... and your mum is at home...?? how did this start in the first place??

And I dident even know ada had n e \"religious beliefs\" /blink.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':blink:\' />

ohh well its a shame it had to come to this, abit silly but oh well i hope to c u soon

Baralai[/quote]
Lol... Where have you been? /blum.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':P\' /> Where do you think the brooms, and the cauldrons come from? /blink.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':blink:\' /> She\'s a witch! YAY! /biggrin.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':D\' /> (I actually find interest in the pagan religion)

But really, I would hate to see what my mom would do if I said I actually find the pagan religion more interesting than being a Christian (For shame on me /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' /> )

and I have also noticed we are loosing a lot of people.. :S Maybe its because its summer and school is almost out and we are all getting so excited for school to end and we get in trouble with our parents lol..

I am sure I can get on here a lot.. I am just not garunteeing (Spelling?) it to be a lot.

and this thing with my mom and ada is pretty weird lol..

If you want I can just post the whole story of how they met /huh.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':huh:\' /> heh.. Actually, I\'ll just post it a little later

~Josh

Edit: Just noticed the emoticon I sent ada is on here /blum.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':P\' /> ---> /DancingCow2.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\'(cow1)\' /> hehehehe

[Tami]

[color=\"green\"]The story is easy....you invited her to come and chat, which she did. You requested a banner for her site, which I made. I quite like your mom, she\'s fun to chat with in channel. I can understand that she may feel like her toes are getting stepped on because you and I talk about stuff you feel you can\'t talk to your mom about, but you aren\'t the only one I do that with. I\'m an impartial \"sounding board\" nothing more...well a friend too, but that\'s part & parcel of the deal. There is no need to feel any \"shame\" in being interested in pagan spirituality, there is nothing wrong with expanding your horizons, learning & questioning; and no, I am not trying to convert you. It\'s good that you wish to look around at other spiritualities. Look long enough at lots of them, you will see some interesting similarities, and realize that we aren\'t all that different at all. It\'s what done with the beliefs in their interpretations where the \"problems\" start.

Anyhow...it\'s good that you will be able to check in more often; the sites are getting closer to being done, so there will be some projects you can work on soon.[/color]

[Josh]

Neato! *thanks the creator for the fast reply!!!*


I am working on a mothers day flash ecard right now and since we don\'t really have a system to send it out to the mothers, I guess I will get to work with getting requests for it and I will send them the person the .html file I guess and they can do whatever they want to do with it =)

I might be overdoing myself though =(

~Josh

[Vercz]

[color=\"green\"]its ok Josh, i tell ada a heckuva lot more stuff than i would tell my real mum...theres just some form of weird friendship bond...thingy.. between us...and yeah, i do believe that her pagan side has rubbed a little off on me /blum.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':P\' /> ..m family doesnt mind though, being atheists themselves...they dont care really... /smile.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':)\' /> [/color]

[Josh]

Well I got bunchies of links about the pagan religion from Shy and Ada /biggrin.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':D\' /> /blum.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':P\' /> I just don\'t have them anymore cause they are on the other computer

--------------Out the door and down the stairs---------------------------------->

/blink.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':blink:\' />

~Josh

PS: I don\'t think I\'m gonna get that ecard done... School is preventing this! <_< /annoyed.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':angry:\' />

[Tami]

[color=\"green\"]no rush Josh, take your time.[/color]

[Josh]

I have some more bad news..

School = Good Grades for most people
Me = Bad Grades

Mom says if I don\'t get all of my grades to a C+ or Higher, internet goes.. the WHOLE SUMMER!!!! /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> /ohmy.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':o\' /> NOT GOOD!!!

I hope I can get them up :\'(

~Josh

[Josh]

I might be in chat and forums more (As you can see so far, I\'ve been on forums more lately!!)

Uhm, about this summer :S I don\'t think I will be on the internet.. My grade in History is a D- (We get like 5 pts each day on daily work) and with the amount of points he gives us in there, it is 100% IMPOSSIBLE to bring my grade up to at least a D or D+... He has already made it clear to me /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' /> My grade has been a D- now for about 1 month and percentage has changed by 6 percentages :s ... Talk about NO POINT CREDIT /cry.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':(\' />

~Josh