The posts which were deleted off of blogs (for those who haven\'t seen them)
[b]Mobil\'s First Rant:[/b]
Extremely Pissed Off
Well, my fears were just confirmed, my post counts in the gaming area are not counting towards my post count on KillaGraphix. This is a very very bad step for KG, and i believe it is going in the wrong direction for the forums. If news posts aren\'t counting towards members post counts, then people are going to be discouraged from making those posts, and the forum will become nothing but a useless spam, joke and chat forum, with nothing news related on it.
I am ... to say the least ... very pissed off about this. I\'m going to try and not to go too far into it, but my patience is hanging by a thread right now, and this is not what i would have expected to happen. It\'s not so much the fact that it\'s happened thats getting to me, it\'s the fact it happened without it being discussed between other members and/or staff members. I heard nothing of it, and the staff i\'ve spoken to havn\'t heard about it untill now either. I don\'t want KG to start making major decisions like this behind peoples backs, and especially when it effects the members in this way, and they aren\'t notified.
I was told that this decision happened and was implemented over a week ago, so that means this has been in place for over a week, and still members havn\'t been notified of the changes.
Expect more entries from me on this subject as i delve into it.
Thats all from me now, bye all.
Mobil.
added extra: All i wanted to do for KG... ever... was to look after the forums and the chat room, i can\'t design graphics, the few ive made either took me so long to make it was more of a burden and i wasn\'t impressed with the outcome, or it was a reworking of my old creation. (See my Abstract banner comp banner and compare it to \"My first abstract\" ... see the resemblance... if you can\'t you\'re blind.) I don\'t want to learn coding, i have no desire to, i enjoy the gaming posting stuff, but its taking up a good chunk of time to do it every day, and i am avidly looking for another job, and i just feel that alot of it goes un-noticed. Alot of the staff members i have talked to are starting to feel burdened, or overworked, or feel as though they are doing things they don\'t really want to do, and i think this is in the working for possible unhappy staff members, or unhappy regular forum users. I know of a few staff members that may be close to resigning, or asking for a demotion if it continues in the same way it has, and i\'m not saying which ones, all im saying is this is not going the right way, and i fear that it could possibly be a hiccup in the working. Posted: 19:47 Tue 7 Dec 04
[b]Mobil\'s Second Rant:[/b]
Sigh
Well, i did it, i completely screwed things over in the space of 10 minutes.
That post i made before was harsh, i admit, i apologise for those of you i hurt, but i refuse to delete it, and i refuse to deny the comments i made, albeit they are harsh, to me they are all true. I have written an apology to ada, and a possible resignation, although it pains me to fathom the idea of leaving KG, if it means KN can progress further then i guess it must be done. I am in tears right now, i feel horrible for the comments i made, and i feel horrible for what i did. I can\'t take back the comments i made, but i can apologise for them, and thats what i\'m trying to do...
Everything goes wrong at once, jobs lost, infections, family fights (both home and kg), losing friends, no money, no life, no sanity, 2 broken down cars, and if thats not enough, if i don\'t want to feel guilty i need to buy presents for everyone with no money, oh yay.
The only thing i have in my life thats good at the moment is Dez and shes half way across the planet. If i didn\'t have KG and if i didn\'t have dez and if i didn\'t have all the people i\'d met as a result of KG, i would have killed myself at the age of 16. I had nothing to live for, i still don\'t, and KG has given me something to do, an outlook on life. I\'m just way too sensitive to emotion and simple <img src=\'
http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... nsored.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\'(cens)\' /> for a guy, i\'m supposed to have that \"nothing bothers me\" image that everyone else in the male species seems to use. F**k that, i\'m not like that, it may be my downfall, i may take things to heart but if you don\'t like it then f**k off. I\'m just an emo see-saw.
Great, now i\'m utterly hammered, i have a huge headache, chances are im going to have a hangover tomorrow, and all because of something THAT I BLEW OUT OF PROPORTION. Once again thankyou life for dealing me a wildcard.
(sorry for all the entries lately, it\'s helping me, if its not helping you then p**s off <img src=\'
http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... /smile.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\':)\' />).
Posted: 22:43 Tue 7 Dec 04
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I don\'t mean to do all philosophical here but is it really that i let more get to me for a regular 17 yr old, or am i just more willing to talk about it than other 17 yr olds? lol.
I don\'t think i could live without my internet, what with the people i\'ve met through here, and the help they\'ve given me. I could never leave it.
Posted: 10:33 Wed 8 Dec 04 By mobil1_oils
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Devilsh_Eyez\' Reply:[/b]
babe ... for a 17 year old you have so much angry inside you, you let so many idiots get to you, If you think life isnt really what u want it to be go the other way leave everything alone and dont come back to it ... i am only 21 years old and i have so much stress and hurt and angry and a <img src=\'
http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... nsored.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\'(cens)\' /> load od things i am thinking of inside but i dont let it get to me like it did b4, i have been where u want to go , i have tryed to kill my self but the most F**ked up part about it is i went throu it i didnt back out, everytime i want to leave this earth by killing my self i think back at what i did 12 months ago and i think nah F**k that i am not going there again and i walk away from everything ... Maybe you need something else to do :| DONT let anyone on A COMPUTER get to you i am telling you now they are not worth it they can sit behide a machine and do and think and say what they want to you or behide your back but in the long run they dont no you and they are only getting there self off with crap ... let them think that ... let them get off on the <img src=\'
http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... nsored.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\'(cens)\' /> ... cos one day u are going to be the happest man on the earth and they are going to be were u are now .... If you are losing friends right now they werent ur friends to start off with .. friends stick by each other and help each other when they are in a stage like you ... Family will always fight babe u cant stop that :| You need to stop stressing and live life day by day ... stop thinking of the worst and if i see you say u going to kill your self again i will cum down there and slap you round like a <img src=\'
http://www.killanet.net/forum3/public/s ... nsored.gif\' class=\'bbc_emoticon\' alt=\'(cens)\' /> ... pmsl well i should be laughing anyways cos i will do it .. NO need for that babe .... you have so much to give to someone and i think Dez will be getting it all ... lol
OMGGGGGGGGGGG we are in Messenger and we are going on about soap this is one freaky convo .. lmfaoooooooo
Keep smiling babe and be strong dont let anyone get to you ..... xxxxxxx
DaBitch
Posted: 9:48 Wed 8 Dec 04 By DaBitch
